I am innocent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am innocent form crimes! I was accused! _______________ , told me today he had been hearing complaints OF ME! WTH? WHAT DID I DO? I feel soo upset, I almost cried during math tution, I hate bein misunderstood, I'm a good student, I am sure I am, If my grades are bad that I can't help it. I have problems understandin maths! But no matter what I am not the kind that distracts the class, cause trouble or NOT hand in my hw. I may have once,but I am not the type tat nvr does her HW, realise that, I am A GOOD STUDENT, STRIVING TO EXCEL but here u are putting me down. THE sooner you realise how I am the sooner I will become happy again.

I was, someone I was so sure of, I knew who I was. Now, I don't. I can see who I am, I don't Know who I am, I can see people anymore,but I have lost my sight, I see but i don't see.-maybelline

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MlxTOjyddXE&feature=related
HAIRSPRAY songz rock on

I've done it, I've broken the Oath, I knew I would do it one day but...I did'nt think it'll be soo fast.

WHEN WILL THE BELLS START TO RING?

ʇ,uɐɔ ʎႨ!ɯɐɟ ʎɯ ʇɐႡʇ op uɐɔ spuә!ɹɟ ʎɯ 'ɯɐ ! oႡʍ ɹoɟ әɯ ʇdәɔɔɐ puɐ әɯ әʌoႨ oʇ әuoәɯos ɹoɟ s! ʇuɐʍ ! ႨႨɐ 'ɯɐ ! ʎɐʍ әႡʇ әƃuɐႡɔ uɐɔ ƃu!Ⴁʇou˙˙˙op oʇ ʇɐႡʍ ʞp!'pәsnɟuoɔ'pәʌoႨun'pәʇuɐʍun ¿ʇɐʇ әʞ!Ⴈ әq әɟ!Ⴈ ʇsnɯ ʎႡʍ

Baby by justin bieber :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kffacxfA7G4&feature=player_embedded

Is it game over for me? I have'nt even reached the top level and i am falling already, life's game is tough too tough for me to carry on.

Behind the dullest and greyest cloud, the sun still shines. Is that what I'm supposed to believe in?

My life feels empty, I have no idea why I live why I breathe, WHY?

LETTER TO MY FATHER(REAL)

Years have gone by, since I last seen you, to you, you may think I still have that spot for you in my heart. Think again, Why would I continually let a person come into my heart and stab it hurting me? I despise you, the man that let me hope and then hurt me over and over again. Where were you? When I went to pri school? On the first day, all the parents were there where were YOU? All my life since I turned 5 you disapeared from my life, you told me it was for work. What work? Work that does'nt pay? Work that you take money from your wife and don't deposit it back into the family expenses? I am sickened by you...

LONELY AGAIN

SOMehow, my day my life my everything has led me to this pathetic spot...LONELY, i feel like I am alone no one to rely on, no one to depend, feel wanted by. Why? am i the only one feeling like this?

Well just as I was thinking that my luck had changed for the better...some classmate of mine has to come and change it for me!!!

I look around, I can't breathe...I... I... I ......I can't accept this fact I really don"t want to...

Never

I don't want to admit it , I never want to I never will...I shall bury this in me

NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LADY LUCK THANK YOU

finally i think lady luck has decided to shine on me...FINALLY...until yesterday my luck 4 this year has been really bad, tripping all over the place...getting into accidents and all...that was my life...

AN AWKWARD GIFT

I received a gift today...the truth is i don't like receiving from people it feels not right because? IT just is'nt my human nature...so i seek out to people : don't spend TOO much money on gifts...its awkward
PS: thanks alot 4 the gift EVANGELINE i like the gift...

NEWS Koi no ABO PV

B.B.B

MY BEST BIG BROTHER....today this HORRIBLE guy named"Ignatius" continually threw verbal abuses at me about my family and all...I WAS FEELING REALLY pissed off and emotionally drained with this guy...SERIOUSLY if i had it my way i would send him to timbakto and never see him again that SON OF A B**** , T hank goodness for my awesome newly appointed BIG BRO...helped me get even with that sickening guy woah he looked soo FREAKING DAMN COOL!!! i meant you only see this kinda stuff in dramas or something where the big bro is defending the sis its WAY WAY AWESOME...WAAAAAAAAAAA~ i feel like i really have the best brother in the world...maybe i am thinking too far but it feels kinda true

MARIAH CAREY BYE BYE: THE SONG I WANT TO BE PLAYED AT MY FUNERAL

BROTHER IN LAW

hahas....my "sister" as in my really good friend has this guy that fancies her or at least he well shows it...calling her dearest darling...and holding hands in class awww so sweet i wanna puke...<3 well i kinda like teasing him cause his face will get all red and he'll REALLY throw up a fit...it is just soo fun! well calling him brother-in-law was all my idea and i think it is such a brilliant idea

BIG BROTHER

MY NEW BIG BROTHER....EN YEW aka. oni-san
he is actually a guy in my class but since he gives of this big brother vibe i can't help but feel as thought he is my bro...he said ok to it and i am fine with it i thank god for this new person in my life


watch this: what a girl wants...

how does it feel to be in love with someone? I don't know...i can't remember, But i know it feels magical each moment you feel it...

CRUSH?

IT has been so long since i love fell for someone as in fall in love...i can hardly remember how it feels when you speak to that someone and your whole stomach flips and blood gushes to your face,you blush...each time you sneak a glance at he your heart jumps...i kinda miss that feeling...

IEI VIDEO 1

SLAPPED

TODAY, a classmate of mine well, actually A GUY SLAPPED ME...ON THE FACE AS HARD AS MY MOM!!! how awful...i wanted to cry because it reminded me of my mom...when she slapped me i would feel down...when i attepted to shout and get my revenge his "loyal" friend whom normally would stay out of things decided to STEP IN! He used his words to anger me...i got mad wacked him hard with a waterbottle he really got mad...he ...well at least looked really mad......... i can't blame him but i also can't take the blame for what happened...he placed his face really near mine, i used my files in my hand to block out his face, well a shouting match continued after that he got to the climate and got SUPER angry when it landed on his nose...oops(accident) i hate my life...i hate THIS TWO f******** CLASSMATES

BURN MY PAST, SEE MY PRESENT, YEARN FOR MY FUTURE

BURN MY PAST, SEE MY PRESENT, YEARN FOR MY FUTURE. I SHALL LIVE BY THESE WORDS

i hate days where i have LOADS OF HOMEWORK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqfLVDIZcP8&feature=channel

"bye bye" by mariah carrie such a beautiful song <3

Dear Heavenly FAther,
i hope you are watching over in me...as i have requested, in my last letter to you...
I really feel lost in my world, life...i hardly know what my purpose IN LIFE........ i need to know i want to know when? will you let me know ASAP?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZtUA9_ID0U&feature=channel

A song that makes me all the more thank ful for my bff

3/2/10

I really owe the Lee family sooo much they treat me just like a part of their warm loving circle i feel so loved with them...

Happiness is available to you , it is not something that external circumstances create.It is something that you allow. Happiness is available to you , it is not something that external circumstances create.It is something that you allow. Happiness is available to you , it is not something that external circumstances create.It is something that you allow.

SUGAR BABES

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYYDDwVgHNo

sugarbabes awesome song!!!

wat is love to people? that little warm thing in you that you feel when you are loved by someone is indescribable, once you've felt it you will keep yearning for it...those that have yet to experience it you will realise that there is something missing in your heart like a gap unfilled...