I left the CMC,I have to hand in a resignation letter by tmr,I'm so afraid even though I'm supposed to be relieved,idk wads wrong with me,I guess its the fear of being NOT needed. I have that particular fear instilled in me.

It's my birthday. I'm 15. Yet, I feel 12. I've been grounded, I can't go out my Mom banned me. I can only stay within the boundaries of Toa Payoh and whats there here to do? She's getting back at me for last time, she's definitely being revengeful. How grown up! At 12 midnight yesterday I sat by myself and got cake and sang a silent Happy Birthday song to myself, I don't need others to celebrate with me or for me, I can do it myself.