How long has it been? Since I decided to enter a post. In most ways I have been living life so well I don't need to write on a blog. I love the way my life is now. Though I wish I had 32 hours in a day. I can't split myself into enough pieces to be with people that I want them to know I care about them. I want to let them know I care for them too but it is so hard... I need to prioritize .
I have come a long way to be this fulfilled with my life. I don't regret a day not dying then. My ghost would have hated my decision very much.