26-1-10

I HATE THE WAY I AM NOW!!!! I SHOULD'NT HAVE CHANGED...SEE? PEOPLE THINK WEIRDLY WHEN I STICK UP FOR THEM...FROM THE GUYS! hanlin this girl from my class thinks i like this guy from class that i keep fighting against because i dn't like him bullying my friend...i heard from the guys that in their dictionary that if a girl keeps on fighting then to them it means that she is flirting with them WAT THE F*** since when? THEY have to think the GIRL ways....

22/1/10

okay time to get CLEAN... DO I HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE IN CLASS? ANS:NO!!!The guys in class are... not really my type i go for umm...gentleman types but so far i have only seen 3 gentlemans the rest r barbarians!!! seriously so if u r from my class and u keep asking me if i do have a crush on a guy NO I DON'T GET IT? i stay loyal to my ONE and ONLY crush which is not in our class/school...TURNING THE TOPIC SOMEWHERE ELSE! i really have troubles coping with my studies seriously! i can't understand math,science is turning hectic wat else ?

21-1-10

waaaaa i wanna cry soo badly~ the guys in my class may be smart but they are definitely not gentlemans i am sick and tired of getting BULLIED by them why can't they be like the guys from dramas? I don't wanna be the class secetary!!!! IT SUX TOO BE ME i wished i was born into a better life. It does'nt pay to be nice especially if u r in 1E1 SERIOUSLY!!!!
WANT TO KNOW MORE ABT MY HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DAY?
1) i ran up 4 stories and down plus run around the school 12 times
2) because of the running i was late 4 the home econics lesson i got scolded 4 bein late
3) the teacher does'nt realise i need to change out of my PE t-shirt she ask me why the others are already there WHY? BECAUSE they are GUYS the don't need to change !!!! shit
4) i fell on the school car park(ouch)
5) i got cheated of $ 3
6) i... i don't know anyway i HATED MY DAY!!!!

I am always too lazy to update my blog whenever i come home from school so i used only the time i am SUPER free to type in an entry... well everything has been goin really well i think at least my duties to the class aren't bein performed in goo shape at all the class refuses to listen to me... I don't noe wat to do i can't shout right? well putting that aside i seemed to have come into close contact with my crush which made my heart beat really REALLY fast... i don't know wat to do it is soo weird well i act like we are just friends but in my heart i feel that little something special... sigh~

16.1.10

it has been a while since i last posted something on my blog i am soo busy now a days ...
i wanted to let everyone know i am happier now and well and alive i feel better i feel more positive ...all of a sudden i want to shout to the world that i am someone better than from the past... will anyone find out i guess soo, i have a new attitude towards things i know it is because of my mindset , my new year resolution, to live life to the fullest... I know it is gonna be hard from here but i want to be a new someone i don't want to be that person whom stands at the corner sulking i want to SHINE i want to be new, So many I wants... will i be able do this i want to be able tell people YES, i have done it.

16.1.10

I am a changed person... I am a changing person...
I want to be someone new
someone stronger
someone better
someone who can stand up for justice
someone who knows right.

9/1/10

Ha wat a boring and painful day~ M y mom wacked me oh soo hard today n I didi'nt even do anything! SO mean.