I have only 1 word to mark my death, FREEDOM. Not only for me to be released but also for those that are suffering due to my existence. I regret deeply for being placed on this earth and apologise sincerely.

Today I had a meet the parents session. I ended up crying throughout the sessions

Malaysia

I went to Malaysia together with my class today,it was unfortunately unpleasant...alot of bitching about,i hate bitching.....the place we visited didn't hold much interest for me and the food for lunch sucked horribly....I'm just glad its all over FINALLY... tomorrow my mom has to meet my form teacher and I'm nervous i failed almost all my subjects

I've been wondering,If I could cry,get angry be happy over that guy then is there a chance that I may like him? I'm not sure If I even like him,but sometimes I feel so safe so happy arnd him,he is certainly charming...

I kept crying....no matter wad,it was'nt going to change....my life was befitted this way and If I won't accept it and kept pushing against it,it won't change...but I can't accept tis I can't accept fate at least NO YET.

nauseous

I puked at bishan library yesterday,I was thinking about all the things I have to deal with,I suddenly felt nauseous ran to the toilet,was'nt in time to go to the toilet bowl I vomited into the sink.....it was grose

Birthday

This year,I'm not looking forward to celebrating my birthday...not interested. I have grown up and matured and learnt that my existence is a mistake and utterly useless....I don't think my birth should be celebrated and I regret for arriving on this earth. I really don't see my worth. Thats why I dun wanna celebrate my birthday