i've decided to start makin a people in my life profiles like add it all up in the blog here so nxt time i'll remeber it all awww so sweet...^^so....keep your eyes out for it comin soon...>_< hopefully.

my 1E1 classmates during school camp...they look all so happy!!!

blood stains

TOday something bad bad happened...i threw a recorder the type u blow in pri school? and it hit my bro's head his head bled alot he went to the hospital and got his wound sown up...eww...i guess i should feel guilty but it was'nt all that my fault

I FEEL lost...no purpose no goal no nothing just a pathetic thing wandering from day to day... ... leading myself to NOTHING i don't noe why i live...i need to know smoeone please tell me

SIGH...yesterday seems like a dream...... ... ... the running happened all so sudden... the funny thing is that i don't feel tired at least not that much... well I am NEVER gonna run again...again...

I FEEL SICK... not physically well abit physically (caught the flu...) but emotionally I feel empty...it is like i don't live for anything, living from day to day for no reason...i feel soo sick of myself i am a waster a waster for the space i consume the food i take in the air breathe on...there is no purpose for me......i feel awful the other more IMPORTANT ppl die,yet I live on...why? I NEED A REASON...TO LIVE!!!

LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICE BIG BANG

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQjcJBGIFsA&feature=fvst
THE BEST SONG EVER CREATED BY BIG BANG (I THINK)

BIG BANG (1)

BIG BANG I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AIN'T THEY HOT??? THE MUSIC THAT THEY CREATE IS EVEN BETTER...

27-1-10

aww man~ i don't have a valentines for valentines day...oops well then i guess i shall give my gift to my gifriends~ since most of them also don't have crushes i mean the guys in the class have no standared... (no offence...) seriously? who has a valentines not me,not fran, not amelia, soo... i don't know who?

27-1-10

it has been a while since i last typed something AGAIN...life has been hectic and all...but today my girlfriends and i

26-1-10 pt 2

this girl sitting nxt to me is in cahoots with that hanlin abt me liking that guy...(isaac) he is'nt all that cute...yeah he is the fastest runner he is FIT! soo i don't have to like him because of that right?

26-1-10

I HATE THE WAY I AM NOW!!!! I SHOULD'NT HAVE CHANGED...SEE? PEOPLE THINK WEIRDLY WHEN I STICK UP FOR THEM...FROM THE GUYS! hanlin this girl from my class thinks i like this guy from class that i keep fighting against because i dn't like him bullying my friend...i heard from the guys that in their dictionary that if a girl keeps on fighting then to them it means that she is flirting with them WAT THE F*** since when? THEY have to think the GIRL ways....

22/1/10

okay time to get CLEAN... DO I HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE IN CLASS? ANS:NO!!!The guys in class are... not really my type i go for umm...gentleman types but so far i have only seen 3 gentlemans the rest r barbarians!!! seriously so if u r from my class and u keep asking me if i do have a crush on a guy NO I DON'T GET IT? i stay loyal to my ONE and ONLY crush which is not in our class/school...TURNING THE TOPIC SOMEWHERE ELSE! i really have troubles coping with my studies seriously! i can't understand math,science is turning hectic wat else ?

21-1-10

waaaaa i wanna cry soo badly~ the guys in my class may be smart but they are definitely not gentlemans i am sick and tired of getting BULLIED by them why can't they be like the guys from dramas? I don't wanna be the class secetary!!!! IT SUX TOO BE ME i wished i was born into a better life. It does'nt pay to be nice especially if u r in 1E1 SERIOUSLY!!!!
WANT TO KNOW MORE ABT MY HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DAY?
1) i ran up 4 stories and down plus run around the school 12 times
2) because of the running i was late 4 the home econics lesson i got scolded 4 bein late
3) the teacher does'nt realise i need to change out of my PE t-shirt she ask me why the others are already there WHY? BECAUSE they are GUYS the don't need to change !!!! shit
4) i fell on the school car park(ouch)
5) i got cheated of $ 3
6) i... i don't know anyway i HATED MY DAY!!!!

I am always too lazy to update my blog whenever i come home from school so i used only the time i am SUPER free to type in an entry... well everything has been goin really well i think at least my duties to the class aren't bein performed in goo shape at all the class refuses to listen to me... I don't noe wat to do i can't shout right? well putting that aside i seemed to have come into close contact with my crush which made my heart beat really REALLY fast... i don't know wat to do it is soo weird well i act like we are just friends but in my heart i feel that little something special... sigh~

16.1.10

it has been a while since i last posted something on my blog i am soo busy now a days ...
i wanted to let everyone know i am happier now and well and alive i feel better i feel more positive ...all of a sudden i want to shout to the world that i am someone better than from the past... will anyone find out i guess soo, i have a new attitude towards things i know it is because of my mindset , my new year resolution, to live life to the fullest... I know it is gonna be hard from here but i want to be a new someone i don't want to be that person whom stands at the corner sulking i want to SHINE i want to be new, So many I wants... will i be able do this i want to be able tell people YES, i have done it.

16.1.10

I am a changed person... I am a changing person...
I want to be someone new
someone stronger
someone better
someone who can stand up for justice
someone who knows right.

9/1/10

Ha wat a boring and painful day~ M y mom wacked me oh soo hard today n I didi'nt even do anything! SO mean.

8/1/10

Well it has come to an end , the first week of my secondary school life. Eventful yet exhausting.

7/1/10

Well today I had my first Home econics Lesson THANK GOD I was paired with a girl...

6/1/10

It has been 3 days already since i started secondary school, it has been really well tough for me I mean not in school but at home i mean it has been so difficult to get along with my mom and sis not to mention my little brother.I am getting exhausted with my life and it has been barely a few days. But i can feel it sometimes like my head will get warm and I will start coughing profusely. I ain't feeling too well physically and emotionally. I really hope to be feeling better soon. Tomorrow we have CCA trials 4 the Physical ones but well it is gonna be a waste of time cause I am totALLY uninterested in SPORTZ.

5/1/10

It was the second day of secondary life... well i can say that GuangYang is very different from Marymount les organised and disciplined. Too bad? I really hope to fit in soon..

4/1/10

WOW today was my first day of school it was well okay? I was running for vice- chairperson unfortunately I didi'nt get elected. But i managed to snitch the secetary seat at least i have a bit of responsibility!

3/1/10

Tomorrow is the start of my secondary life! A new beginning for me i hope to live up to my motto: to live life to the fullest, with no regrets. I pray hard to become wiser and also do well in everything.

2/1/10

Well... today i went on an excersise trip with wendy n her dad it was tiring yet really fun!