i've decided to start makin a people in my life profiles like add it all up in the blog here so nxt time i'll remeber it all awww so sweet...^^so....keep your eyes out for it comin soon...>_< hopefully.

my 1E1 classmates during school camp...they look all so happy!!!

blood stains

TOday something bad bad happened...i threw a recorder the type u blow in pri school? and it hit my bro's head his head bled alot he went to the hospital and got his wound sown up...eww...i guess i should feel guilty but it was'nt all that my fault

I FEEL lost...no purpose no goal no nothing just a pathetic thing wandering from day to day... ... leading myself to NOTHING i don't noe why i live...i need to know smoeone please tell me

SIGH...yesterday seems like a dream...... ... ... the running happened all so sudden... the funny thing is that i don't feel tired at least not that much... well I am NEVER gonna run again...again...

I FEEL SICK... not physically well abit physically (caught the flu...) but emotionally I feel empty...it is like i don't live for anything, living from day to day for no reason...i feel soo sick of myself i am a waster a waster for the space i consume the food i take in the air breathe on...there is no purpose for me......i feel awful the other more IMPORTANT ppl die,yet I live on...why? I NEED A REASON...TO LIVE!!!

LET ME HEAR YOUR VOICE BIG BANG

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQjcJBGIFsA&feature=fvst
THE BEST SONG EVER CREATED BY BIG BANG (I THINK)

BIG BANG (1)

BIG BANG I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AIN'T THEY HOT??? THE MUSIC THAT THEY CREATE IS EVEN BETTER...