Future?

Let's face it.
I'm not exactly pretty.
Not smart.
Not popular.
Not charming.
Not efficient.

What am I going to do with my life? I'm never good at anything! There's nothing I'm good at, this just makes my future even more bleak. I wan't to know that I'll be able to make through my education and have a comfortable life. i don't want to become like my mother. I want to be independent. I just want to know in the end, I'll be fine. At night, I fear. I fear that like my mother, grandmother and great grandmother I'll be second. I'm already seconded, I want to for the first time in my life be someone else's first. I pray, I wish and I hope.