Someone

I need someone for me, for me to tell my everything. How stupid is it, that i have 'best friends' and I can't confide in them worst still I'm keeping things from them. I feel crappy all the time, maybe the biggest mistake was working. but, I know it's not. I feel happy, no matter how tiring it is I am enjoying work and though I complain (lot, my image la ha-has) I'm crazy in love with working, with being with my co workers, being there to service customers. But, my 'friends' weren't and still aren't supportive of me. They tell me to quit, resign, and retire any chance they can. As a teenager why wouldn't I rather be with the crowd? I have a family to help support, I'm not them! it's depressing sia